压力.

I have been so stressed in these recently

there's so much thing i can't sort out,its troubled me

or am i just being pessimistic or lacks of confident?

Seriously..What the hell i'm scared of?fxxx off pls. ='(

I don't want have anyone look upon down towards me

in fact,i'm really a low self-esteem person

I always make suspect of my ability,always wondering that I can competent or not.

when u make an assumption on the matters

either bad or good ..

it will always make the bad come truth

tell me how to estimate or forecast the outcome?based of the ?????

what u did?what u made???

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I did not work hard enough...

I really need someone who can hear and talk to me...

i am feel so helpless right now......

I just merely want someone who can by my side......