.

是不是分手了就会闹到那么僵 不是吧?


我删除 我只是想脱离 想放弃 不想继续没结果的事
你可以讨厌我 可以怪我 可以很..其实我都没关系
我想 我们彼此 无言会比较多
应该只剩沉默.



我也不想再挑起 你不希望我的在出现,
我也不知道该怎说



感激的是 我没有了激动的感觉 只有平静
所以我不后悔这决定 我衷心希望你能过得好
我还是会关注你的消息 感激你并没有设private我还看得到你的近态
知道你过的好就够了




嗯 我过得很好
这样淡淡的问候 就够了



一段关系...至少 我解脱了.或者 让我们都解脱 磁铁 久了就会生锈.
对不起 让你感觉不被我尊重了.
我就似乎永远就站在我的感觉 我要的 我不承认我的自私 我忽视你.
可是 我真的想不出更好的方法而已



对于感情我需要学习的还太多 对不起伤害了彼此.
那些恶言恶语 谢谢你的从不反驳
谢谢你的沉默.



我过得很好

T_T

压力爆表 很难熬
我极度想 大哭一场.

exhausted

Due to my work I'm staying at my friend's house
her's house location is nearby holiday plaza =)
in hence my working place at leisure mall AGAIN X)
Futhermore,I'm selling Xylitol at this time ^^


AND i wanna record sth while during i'm staying her's house!!!!!
teehee =]!
I asked her pretended as my client and it was my first time presented my work/plan to ppl!!!
what i mean is I never did before like this.
At last..i'm so glad she could understand what I'm said even though it was totally failure and bullshit. = =
More practice and learning is absolutely needed =)!
and she's decided to buy from me intended to become my next client..after we graduate i think =)
Come on~!It was a really huge encouragement to me!!!


Two days only =...= bt...
I miss my home my mom my two little sister and my feifei pillow badly....
fetch me back to my home...Gonna convince my mom drink anlene when i get home.
How come my mom acts like as a little girl huh...need someone to coax her =X (I willing to do that,see how much I love her >////<)
Never mind i can accompany my mom drink milk if she insists to reject my lovely good intention for her!
Big sacrifice to me......(poor girl)

*Our whole family hates milk and cheese what an awful taste and smells of it.Yucks!DISGUSTING.(except my father)
In order to let my mom have a healthy body(her's body need calcium Badly) it's worthy to make any sacrifice.Seriously.



I Love My Life .Start from Oct 2010 =)
Present state and Future are so attractive to me =D
I can't wait for to experience it.
I love everything what i do now and everyone whom i met/meet!
Life its just like an adventure, Pursue our goals bravely don't hesitate too much but within consideration is needed =X



The good one already belong to others so the BEST one always left behind
via Dearest <3
Good night to everyone ^^

Listener

=]

我也得勇敢地踏出我的第一步 才行

不再只是说说而已

3天没有熬夜了耶.

没有做不做得到 只有你肯不肯做

别害怕 别担心

失败挫折总是难免 这只是通往成功的路的一些荆棘 没有捷径

做好准备 相信我自己

纵使还是挺懒散 可是我的确有一天一天在把自己做好来

加油把

谢谢我的两位聆听者.

我真是幸福因为有你们 .

Nobody plans to fail, but plenty of people fail to plan

压力.

I have been so stressed in these recently

there's so much thing i can't sort out,its troubled me

or am i just being pessimistic or lacks of confident?

Seriously..What the hell i'm scared of?fxxx off pls. ='(

I don't want have anyone look upon down towards me

in fact,i'm really a low self-esteem person

I always make suspect of my ability,always wondering that I can competent or not.

when u make an assumption on the matters

either bad or good ..

it will always make the bad come truth

tell me how to estimate or forecast the outcome?based of the ?????

what u did?what u made???

.........................................

I did not work hard enough...

I really need someone who can hear and talk to me...

i am feel so helpless right now......

I just merely want someone who can by my side......

advices for myself.

1. 每天对着镜子练习 就算只有自己一个也没关系 要熟悉产品
2. 要勤劳的make appointment 就算被拒绝到死 也没关系 那样才有机会overcome自己的错误
3. 要学会聆听 要懂得做人
4. 要放 心 下去做
5. 要计划自己近5年 和 10年的目标
6. 你自己要成为怎么样的一个人 就要用心去实践 成长 做到
7. 态度决定一个人的高度 要诚实诚恳.
8. 郑秀美 未来在你手上 正面积极 加油.

关心很不自觉流露出來 我开始害怕.

我...唉.

啊啊啊啊啊啊啊

我很肿 我的手臂很粗 大腿和肚子也很大= =

宵夜 火锅 再来就死定了 = =!

减肥!!!!!!

我一定要好好努力 然后成功 我很担心我妈...我要在她有生之年看到她的女儿的成就

还有孝顺她.

T_T

I LOVE ANNOYING -ORANGE! HAHA

哭了 3 次 T^T

唉

虽然都不是我的事 我很好 放心= =

很好 一步一步 我要成为我想成为的人

感受那正面积极的力量 怎么不包括戒掉熬夜? = =

是不是太超过 所以才会那一刻 真的失望了.

15叫我不要沉船啊

我想 我希望我会拿捏得宜吧 15~~~~~~~~~~

没有聊到心事啊啊啊啊啊啊啊

bipiang 穷啊这个月 一个月没做工了啊啊啊

有人要从澳洲死回来了 还有很多朋友也是

= =

很好 穷惨了.

没有工作 我超没有安全感的.

大姐啊大姐 什么鬼头衔 我压力大大大大大..

压力使人成长.

=)

这种时间 2.16am

我心情莫名的良好 嘴角微微的笑容上扬着

明天继续加油 继续找工^^!!

就算我在听着很悲伤的歌 也影响不了我的心情了哈哈哈

=)

[ ]

虽然不是很能接受 我找不到工的事情==

好吧 我会再接再厉 我还在读书

don't ask for too much,

unlimited wants,limited resources.

因为放在那里不管的request 我会自动看到你写的所有

恭喜我 昨晚就这样失眠了

and i figure all the things out that i couldn't sort out before

The answer is freaking me out,i nvr thought will be like this

but wish u can obtain ur happiness,and so do I. ^^

Good luck to both of us ya.

Maybe two is better than 1.

I remember what you wore on the first day

You came into my life and I thought

Hey you know this could be something

'Cause everything you do and words you say

You know that it all takes my breath away

And now I'm left with nothing

'Cause maybe it's true

That I can't live without you

Maybe two is better than one

There's so much time

To figure out the rest of my life

And you thought that it got me coming undone

And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face

The way you roll your eyes

The way you taste

You make it hard for breathing

'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away

I think of you and everything's okay

I'm finally now believing

That maybe it's true

That I can't live without you

Maybe two is better than one

There's so much time

To figure out the rest of my life

And you thought that it got me coming undone

And I'm thinking two is better than one

Yeah yeah

I remember what you wore on the first day

You came into my life and I thought Hey

Maybe it's true

That I can't live without you

Maybe two is better than one

There's so much time

To figure out the rest of my life

And you thought that it got me coming undone

And I'm thinking

I can't live without you

'Cause baby two is better than one

There's so much time

To figure out the rest of my life

But I'll figure it out

When it's all said and done

Two is better than one

Two is better than one

=)

I'm so graceful i can met u on my life.

I'm learning

I'm learning how to schedule and manage my time in a better way

I'm learning how to be a better human

I'm learning how to make my minds more positive

I'm learning and improving my attitude and the ways to talked with people

I'm learning be an Independence and self-discipline girl.

I'm finding my path and my confidence also

where i should belong to?

I believe I will find it eventually.

The more u paid,the more u gained.

I'm quite worrying my mom.......I'm so scared .......I will lost her....

pls..don't take her away.....

Attitude

我要坚持走下去 不要半途而废

每件事都要有恒心 ..

我就像很多人一样 对很多事都是3分钟热度

对很多事都有兴趣.

到最后全部都会一点 这个一点 那个一部分.

到底我的专长在哪里?

物以类聚 人以群分

怎么 一定要有钱才会有爱情 才有人爱上?

我不赞同.

只要一个人 有上进心 积极 认真 是潜力股的话

怎么不会有人爱上?那么地有魅力. 前提是 对那个人 有感觉

就算他没车 没钱 都好.无所谓 我能自己赚 不是每个女生都需要男生的钱

抱怨不如检讨自己会更好 这句话我也和我自己说

我当然知道男人哪有不色的道理

可是偏要表现到那么明显吗?非要拿出来说 哇什么姿势好 哇那个胸部好大很好吊

这样子的话吗 是不是真的没做爱就不行 没性就会死 真那么饥渴吗?

做自己很好没错 可是请在有女生的时候收敛点

我也是女生 我会觉得不被尊重 甚至觉得 很反感.

没有一个女生会喜欢 不是每个女生都会买那种倜傥的话

如果稍稍伪装 不好吗?

能为自己赢得形象 赢得一票女生的好感不好吗?

对性那么好奇 就去找答案啊

我是女生 虽然我也爱开玩笑 总是嘻嘻哈哈

虽然我很粗鲁 很男生

可是 拜托 我是一个女生 尤其是我自尊感很强 也许我做过倒酒我会很保护自己

我会直接不爽 如果得不到我要的尊重我会直接远离

很抱歉.

很想直接在fb share 出來 让你们知道我怎么想.

可是我不喜欢把小事化大

我只是很纯粹在表达我的想法.

就这样

也许我太敏感 Lols.

不要对我特别好 不要特别关心

我不需要特别照顾

这会让我打从心里害怕

把我当普通朋友就好 因为你从来你不再我爱情的名单内.

感恩.

我远比你们眼中看到的那个 郑秀美 还要复杂上许多倍

我努力做一个更好的人

努力学习努力成长.

我不值得任何人对我的好.

该了解我要的和不要的 是多么的明确和坚决固执.

~

啊啊啊 我很幸福 很好命
一直吃吃吃 心宽体胖 = .. =
日子还真过的悠哉闲哉 在家根本不怕会饿着!!!


其实也没有讲很积极减肥 哈哈
能吃有多么幸福啊 拜托 我干嘛非得要虐待自己=="
曾经差点得过 厌食症 还不怕吗 = = 还好耶 真没很怕



哈哈哈哈哈 人靠衣装 唉 = =
还是觉得自然最美 最真 =)



你真的 很让我心动不已.

Under your wings

When i was younger feeling small
When i layed my hands in yours
I felt the sadness fade and disappear
When my heart would fall and break
I just looked up at your face
That smaile you gave me
Brought me back to you
The only place i knew where i was safe
Under your wings i am forever
Under your open skies i soar
Because your love for me was everything
I needed to be strong
I'm always home
Under your wings
In another place and time
How the memories rewind
Back to my father
Who held me in his arms
Woah and i knew that i was loved
For who i was no matter what
The smile he gave me
We would never be apart


Under your wings i am forever
Under your open skies i soar
Because your love for me was everything
I needed to be strong
I'm always home
Under your wings



Do you know from where you are
How grateful that i am
That your dreams will carry on with me
Under your wings i am forever
Under your open skies i soar
Because your love for me is everything
I need now to be strong
I'm always home
I'm always home
I'm always home

Under your wings

Feide"s 21st Birthday ^^

6/10 Around 7.20pm they came to fetch me and we went to 疯人馆 celebrate Feide's 21st birthday=)

Four of us ^^

me and my lovely sister ching ying

this is our's first photo ler

We wanted prove we'r taller than him

but from this picture ..well,can find lots loophole obviously ~.~

who?!who wanna shoot me hahaha

the Murderer is ming en = . =

we killed each other for so many time hahaha = =

what a lovely couple..

one is my sister and one is my brother <-----we knew each other from form 2 = =

hahaha

maybe this called affinity and it's bring us together =)

hey..treasure what u owned and appreciate what u have.

Don't missed each other...wish both of my sibling (=.=) happiness always.

Feide,Happy birthday to you.Stay handsome always and funny voice as well~

i know someone was yearn to join us but he couldn't =(

we'r waiting for you back,Mr.Teh cheers up at there too ^^

Cheers,I had a happy day with them =)

aiks

emptiness and lonely wanted make friend to me.

I was really ...feel emptiness in the depth of heart of mine

even though i know if i asked i could find ppl accompany me

but,what's the point?..meaningless.

I standing of here; i looking at somewhere.

I see my family and my dearest. Thr's nth else could fills the blank of my life

why my life is no life?

well,grumble is meaningless.

we should learn to be grateful and cherish all the moment.

In fact,I'm lonely and weary being alone.

diana's 21st party.

=X

昨晚通宵啊啊啊啊啊 啊哈

累=="

vodka 第一次喝 酒精40%

wow 结果就变这样 脸红红 我没醉 可是很想吐

然后我只喝一点

酒量依然烂到可怜啊 = =

又赢了howard钱 啊哈哈哈

他很可怜= =每次输钱给我们

然后我也很坏 因为我根本不想还他哈哈哈

不过howard 和 良年 很疼我 谢谢认识你们真好

也许我最小==

又认识了一些新朋友 真好^^

最近过很好 节目也太多 丰富的食物更多 = =|

刚瘦了一点 应该马上肥回来

唉 = =

减肥啊减肥.

我很伟大吗?

我是那种人?

可是其实我什么都不想要耶.

my family.

我有我的家 很幸福 真的很幸福

请不要那么快夺走.

感恩.

~

...很累 节目很满很满

很累 很累

然后我很穷啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊!!!

今天去了junk sales 开了课

带妹妹和他朋友 做保姆

处理了一件事情

我还有很多东西要做

明天party 通宵吗 哦耶 来吧喝酒喝酒

==

明明自己只能喝两杯 teeheeeeee

good night XD

home.

最近都过的挺不错 哈哈哈 很开心

我剪了一个很可爱的头发 瞬间变17-18岁的小妹妹

哈哈哈哈 平头

brother的介绍

找工找工找工 来吧会计== ?

补习老师 还在犹豫 我很怕我会把学生杀死= =

promoter 又做到很闷 可是找不到的话我还是会死去做=.=

明天开学咯 ^^

很有一个新生活 新自己的感觉

这个sem 只有一个科目.............................=.= 结果还要分两天

它让我很难找office工 =_=

12月又一个月假期 哈哈哈哈

妹妹有男朋友想不到我会为了这个那么担心不已

.....

做姐姐也要烦这个 大姐啊大姐 还真不好当啊.

家啊家

要建立一个家那是多么困难的一件事啊.

我的前途绝不是 茫茫.!